When you feel alone and the kid in you is scared to death

That's a kid I grew up in a very difficult environment or shall we say a domestic violence. My mom fought many many fights and battles with my I don't even want to claim him as a stepfather because it just makes me stomach turn put a very violent evil man. What's the stories that I can tell which eventually reach home would make the hairs on your head stand up I can remember one time him dragging her by her feet through by her bushes through field just dragging her like she was just a piece of garbage beating beating her to where she was bloody and scratched up and just a total mess came from out of the blue no reason whatsoever he didn't need a reason he was just evil. Hey grew to be such an evil battle that day as kids I can remember my mom literally pulling a gun on him and his own mother was right there trying to intervene the tournament that she had went through with his father was just a pattern of downward spiraling effects the bad part about it was his family covered it up for so many years which was the first mistake. Domestic violence became an issue a daily issue for us we didn't know when we came home from school whether or not we were coming home to an evil battle or a common environment. I'm going to get into some serious blogging about the pain and discomfort that comes in the lives of children that grow up and domestic violence and for me they grew into sexual abuse. So the topics are going to get heated but they're therapy and God's help I want to use my platform to be a voice for those that are struggling with this also So join me You can you can actually message me if you don't feel comfortable posting one here or make up a name and join me I'll be glad to speak with you in private or on here but my voice needs to be heard so that maybe I can help someone else deal with the tragedy of abuse. God bless you.